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Devious Journal Entry

Tue Dec 15, 2009, 2:45 PM
RULES :
#1) You must fill out EVERY question! No skipping!
#2) Tag five people afterward.
#3) Leave a message on their page telling them their tagged.


- ARE YOU,
1. Perfect?
No.
2. Tall?
No.
3. In your pajamas?
No.
4. Left handed?
No.

- LAST,
1. Friend you saw:
Tawrenc I guess.
2. Talked to on the phone:
Paula.
3. Person to text you:
Tawrenc, cuz everybody else is dead.
4. Was today better than yesterday?
I slept til 2 in the day.

- FAVORITES:
1. Number:
23
2. Color(s):
Purple +Black + Tirquise +Blood-red + Every colour
3. Fruit:
Cherries and Strawberries
4. Place:
never been to

- QUESTIONS & ANSWERS:
Q: What was the first thing you did this morning when you got up?
A: Kicked my cat outta my face.
Q: Do you have anything bothering you?
A: THE WORLD IS BOTHERING ME
Q: What's the last movie you saw?
A: ANTICHRIST
Q: Where is the last place you went?
A: School? ..
Q. Do you smile a lot?
A: Ask someone else.
Q: Do you wish upon stars?
A: Yes, cuz I'm trying to find a way to make my wishes come true.
Q: Are you a friendly person?
A: Sometimes
Q: Where did you sleep last night?
A: In my bed
Q: When was the last time you cried?
A: .. ... ok, I'll tell you. today.
Q: What was your last thought before going to sleep last night?
A: I thought about not having dreams. what happened? THEY CAME ANYWAY.
Q: Rate life as of right now, 1 being bad and 10 being great?
A: 4
Q: What do you hear right now?
A: "Ghosts you draw on by back" by Múm and mom screaming
Q: Does anything hurt right now?
A: yes.
Q: What's your favorite month?
A: WINTERRRRR MONTHS + last year I learned how to love summer.
Q: What did you do last night?
A: sleep.

- EIGHT EMOTIONS:
1. Are you missing someone right now?
maybe.
2. Are you happy?
I'm never happy.
3. Are you sad?
actually no.
4. Are you bored?
Not really
6. Are you nervous?
Not anymore.
7. Are you tired?
Yes.

- ABOUT YOU:
1. Real name?
You'll laugh at it.
2. Nick names?
tons of.
3. Eye color?
something green inbetween
4. Zodiac sign?
Cancer+Lion
5. Male or female?
I do have boobs and have no penis. that must mean I'm a female.
6. Smart?
I do the same mistakes again and again.
7. Hair color?
shitbrown
8. Tall or short?
me? SHORT.
9. Sweats or Jeans?
... DRESS PLZ.
10. Phone or Camera?
For christmas? Camera.
11. Drink or Smoke?
No thanks.
12. Tattoos?
want some.
13. Righty or lefty?
Righty

- FIRSTS:
1. First best friend?
Biedrs Mildowskis
2. First crush?
uuh .. can't remember.
3. First pet?
ROKO.
4. First big vacation?
Latvia - when I was about 3 or 4 ..
5. Eating?
right now? nothing.
6. Drinking?
nothing
7. I'm about to:
sleep.
8. Listening to?
Múm
9. Plans for today?
you mean, tonight. When I finish this crap I'll go wash myself and sleep like a dead body.
10. Drank bubbles?
..
11. Lost glasses/contacts?
nop.
12. Ran away from home?
once tried to, but I got bored and went home. (FAIL)
13. Broken someone's heart?
I try to say myself "NEVER", but deep inside my heart I still feel guilty.
14. Been arrested?
lol no.

- DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
1. Miracles?
Yes
2. Yourself?
no.
3. Heaven?
dunno.
4. Santa Claus?
...
5. Love?
right now I don't believe in anything

- ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
1. Do you like someone?
why you ask? .. YES.
2. Do you believe in God?
Not really



SORRY FOR SPAM, I WAS BORED.
STOLE FROM :iconsugaryoblivion:

  • Mood: Gloomy
  • Listening to: Múm

Devious Journal Entry

Tue Dec 15, 2009, 1:19 PM
sorry for spamming your inboxes with useless sketches of mine :3

  • Mood: Peaceful

SPITEFUL

Tue Dec 8, 2009, 11:43 AM
well .. some good news, some bad news .. I don't even know where to start ..

WARNING: RANT

so .. first of all - school and early waking up is killing the shit out of me. I feel like a half-dead body walking on this crappy planet called " the earth" .. everything hurts .. my legs, toes and arms, stomack and even mouth !! EVERYTHING even things inside me .. It's like I had an Alien inside of me through it's just myself .. and those nights without sleep .. damn that insomnia .. and my addiction to pencils .. and dreams. I'm trying to forget them and try not to think about them, I try to draw peaceful and silent drawings, BUT I CAN'T WEAR THIS MASK FOR EVER!!! everything screams inside me, every inch of my body eats me up, It's like burning and no water will help. i'm afraid to sleep cuz I'm afraid to see those nightmares I had before and last year .. it was horrible .. I'm afraid of being afraid again .. I'd beg for help if I knew somebody could pull me out of this .. they seem so much more real than reality .. they always seemed .. maybe because they are .. ok, I'll shut up already or else I'll loose all my friends I was finding forever with just one weird rant .. DON'T THINK I'M CRAZY hahahahaha I'M ALRIGHT I'M NORMAL!! please don't go .. I don't want to be alone .. please .. OK OK I'LL STFU.
k, now sum better news.
Next week I have some exams and (dunno in english) MAAKSLAS SKATE ..
and I have almost nothing to show. I'm such a dork-ass. always trying to look good in teacher's eyes with sketches and "ideas", I try to show some interest and act like I listen to them, but actually do NOTHING. ta-dah, I even asked my old mates for help in math in exchange for a cinema-ticket!! AND NOW I HAVE TO GO OUT WITH HIM! I feel so extra-stupid and lazy ... I want to give up school and go live in desert or savanna .. I don't drink too much anyway so it's the right place for me. EVERYTHING SUCKS.
now some good news ..
I DID ALMOST NOTHING AND GOT IN ART-HISTORY A NINE. (it's an A!!!!) and it's for the whole first semester .. what the fuck . I'm dumb. And got an A+ for naked man sketches. third time in a row. and I lol'd.
I want to sleep.
I'm fucking sleepy.
gonna go get some coffee.

I have a to-do list .. and now it's much longer than usually ..
I haven't read any mangas or watched anime in a whole month ..
and my english really sucks balls right now .. I'm surprised my english teacher wanted to send me to school's best-student olympics-thing .. lol?!

sorry for this looooong rant, I hoped I'll feel better .. but I don't.
sorry .. oh please I'm so sorry If I ruined your good mood or spoiled you beautiful evening or done something similar - please forgive me, I never meant to.

thanks for reading through there's no need me to thank your wasted minutes.

have a good day.

  • Mood: Suffering

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Journal Entry: Mon Nov 9, 2009, 10:43 AM
wow journal skins .. SOMETHING NEW AND AMAZING!!!!

didn't know what else to write, just wanted to check out the new system

...Art by *Atomic-Clover...
  • Mood: Thrilled
  • Listening to: The Silent Ballet

lolololol

Fri Oct 16, 2009, 6:56 AM
Rules:
Go to urbandictionary.com and type in your answers to the following questions.
Post the first definition it gives you.
Tag 3 people.


1) Your name?

"A black mage from the popular Final Fantasy Series(IX)."

2) Your age?

"The right age to start having sex, according to Chef on South Park"

lololol

3) One of your friends?

"Girl's name. Someone you can't ever forget about. Will make an impact in your life. Sometimes bipolar."

true true

4) What should you be doing?

"George W Bush's speech on education. The full quote is, "Rarely is the question asked, is our children learning?""


5) Favorite color?

"Extremely potent marijuana, specifically marijuana buds that have a purple hue to them. Also accompanied by a fragant, usually fruity smell and mad perma-grin."


6) Birthplace?

"An Eastern European country whose inhabitants, contrary to popular opinon, are NOT DUMB. Polish citizens, in fact, have won Nobel Peace Prizes in every category, and Polish scientists, philosophers, explorers, and mathematicians have made numerous beneficial contributions to their respective fields (ultraviolet light; the set theory; semantic language theory). Marie Curie (née Sklodowska), the esteemed chemist, was a Pole. Poland also, naturally, has the most attractive women."


7) Month of your birth?

"The month where the most amazing girls are born. These girls are hot, sexy, and incredibly irresistible. Not only do they have an appealing body but they are intelligent as well. Every girl wants to be born in July."


8) Last person you talked to?

"meaning 'from the laurel flower'
a beautiful name, in fact one of the best names ever. "


9) One of your nicknames?

"A very good song by Pink Floyd."

huhuhuhu

10) Last ex?

"taiwanese for damn"

damn right :lol:

  • Mood: Humor
  • Watching: SAW (a boring movie..)

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